Lost world

Lost,hilang kosong, what else ? Emptiness ,loneliness, bulan ramadhan tapi kosong. Kawan kawan makin jauh, yang mana rapat makin hilang, hehe thats life dude. Whatever u had yesterday there is no promises it will stay the same tommorow. Whatever you had today will be dissapear anytime sooner or later. Tiada apa pun yang kekal, memori makin hari makin pudar, rasa makin lama makin hilang, yang tinggal hanya kekosongan hahha well thats negative vibe surrounding myself today jumaat 17 june 2016. Well this is the space to write everything . Hmmm 27 interview harap semua nya ok ,harap dapat dan segalanya dipermudah. 29 ulangan test jpj harap lepas juga. Haihh fikir pasal kehidupan ni tak akan habis. Tapi apa2 pun impian untuk berhijrah suatu hari nanti tetap terpahat di hati hahah, dan yang pasti bila aku dah dapat kerja nanti aku akn pastikan buat pertama kali nak ambil kelas violin . Way to go MJ #roadlesstaken because i love music. Haha ok thats all for today, still feeling sad dah dekat 6 bulan hidup tak move on.

I'll be back!!!

Woahh tak sangka dah pertengahan 2016 dan tak sangka hampir 6 bulan grads dan paling tak sangka berjaya habislan perjuangan mendapatkan segulung ijazah. Awal tahun 2016 merupakan detik di mana segala tentang hidup menjadi haru biru kepada hidup yang sememangnya dari hari ke hari semakin menyimpang jalanyan. Okay sampai di situ kalau diteruskan mahu meleret-leret, tapi dipendekkan cerita, ujian mendatang menjadikan aku sesuatu yang lain , iaitu seseorang yang tak boleh move on ,pemarah , pendendam, dan yang pasti tidak redha sepeuhnya tentang apa yang menimpa ke atas aku. Katanya ujian yang menimpa akan dibalas dengan kebaikkan yang tidak terjangka ,nampaknya aku gagal dalam ujian ini, sebagaimana gagal nya ujian litar JPJ aku hahahhaa.
Next chapter is, in this wisdom space, where the place i put all my thought and feelings. Now it is 1.01 am and i think it's the best time to write something since I couldn't sleep. Oh ya this is fasting month.

Almost 27 years living in this temporary heaven. A lots of ups and downs, have seen the karma, the people, the floral and fauna. This 6 month interrogation of my life journey give me too much time to waste and thinking about life at the same time. Start doubting myself, start hating myself , starts blaming everyone, and indeed i did not even recognize my own self anymore. This is critical, and just now started to think about all this journey is already set up for you. What i need to do is to be grateful. Grateful dude, i think thats all for now..to be continue, weird huh too much in my head but when i start to write its 60 percent out of its main points. Good night.